This was a week of learning. Not necessarily because of
experiences, but more because of my attitude. This week, I spent a lot of time
in self-evaluation. Let me tell you, if you want to be more humble, just spend
a good hour or two REALLY evaluating yourself. But before I get to the good,
sentimental stuff, just a couple of updates and events.
First off, this week we changed things up, and divided the
city so that the two sets of missionaries could work more effectively. For me
and Elder Oliveira, that means no more Cidade Alta! How I will miss that hour
long hike... But with the new boudaries of our arieas, we now have 6 recent
converts to teach, 4 less-active families, and a load of progressing
investigators that have accepted to prepare to be baptized. That means that
Elder Oliveira and I can pretty much kiss goodbye to knocking doors for a
little bit. We have our hands full just following up with everyone that we're
teaching. It'll be a lot of work, but we're super excited to get to it!
However, this week, I realized that I was getting cought up
in the ritual of missionary life. Get up, get dressed, study, eat, teach,
testify, invite, pray, sleep. Bam bam bam, a pattern that works well. It's
effective. You get good stuff done, BUT, you miss out on a part of this work
that is absolutaly critical, the "by the spirit" part of Preach my
Gospel.
As I talked with and taught people this week, I realized
that I need to be more than a "missionary". That's to say I need to
me more than just a teacher, or hard-worker, I need to be a friend, an example,
a leader. To simplify it all, I need to be a Disciple of Jesus Christ in
thought, word, and action. Our brothers and sisters in this world need more
than someone to just preach at them. They need someone who listens, cares, and
most importantly, feels!
Placing Christ as an example is tough, because you'll always
fall short. But, I'm determined to really try and be more Christlike, and more
receptive to the spirit in everything we do.
Pictures are gleened from the Cuiaba Mission blog page.
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